Within Myself; With You
I’ve always only been comfortable,
Here within myself.
Then you came along and showed me a new way,
A comfort zone with someone else in it.
You were careful not to harm this place; my world.
You were gentle until you were trusted.
Once trust was gained something happened;
You were a little more careless.
The damage you did was a small amount at a time,
Easy to be repaired; temporarily.
Before I knew it I was violated.
Yet, I didn’t care.
I was happy to share myself with you.
It’s much less lonely that way.
But now, again, I’m alone and uncomfortable with it.
I miss my original self who could be alone, within myself; happily.
I miss who I was.
Now alone within myself, it feels different.
Without you here, I feel something within me is missing.
Some part of me is gone, a part I want back.
Even alone within myself,
You are missing.
The worst part is;
So am I.
“You cannot have what I will not miss.”